I'm not a terribly huge Kathy Bates fan myself, nor am I a big watcher of Lifetime television, but after I saw a billboard for this movie, I decided to Tivo it. (mwahahaha I LOVE Tivo) I just got done watching it and I was amazed at how much I felt like her character.

Too many things are happening with me right now and I feel perpetually depressed and like my family is two steps away from crumbling. There are things I am terrified of and they keep me away at night. During the day I sleep from sheer exhaustion. Sometimes I feel as if life has no meaning anymore and I wish it was just all over.

How easy would it be? I wonder. But then I realize how much I have and how much more there is to learn, see, and do and I get on with it.

I am rambling.