I have a lot to post (kind of went on a picture frenzy). I will be updating tomorrow. Today I found the Knitting Pattern-A-Day 2006 calendar on my porch. I honestly have no idea when it arrived, since the postman stuck it somewhere where I normally don't look... so, SP6 THANK YOU and please don't think I have been tardy in my thanks. I also have my SP5 prezzie pictures to upload too; I promise, tomorrow.

This cheered me up immensly today, you have no idea. And then, I found a letter from Barry that he wrote about a month or so after we returned to America, almost five years ago to the day. Reading it made me want to cry; so much has gone by, we've each grown so much since then. And in someways I am still the same, self centered harping little whiny bitch I was before. That makes me soooo mad. I miss him so much today, but when I read the letter it was like I could see with perfect 20/20 hindsight vision, just exactly what was going to happen. And as blameless as I like to sometimes hold myself, I am not-- he was and IS a lot more helpful to me than I give him credit for. sniffle.