puking and pooing. lucky me.

man sometimes it's hard to keep my bliss up when I am having oookie days.

but...

I'm gonna get thru it. :)

Yay! Yay!

nope didn't work.

I am bummed out. I f--ked my finances up pretty bad in Nov/Dec and now I am reaping what I sewed. Sigh. Barry is taking it somewhat better than I expected, he is the most wonderfullest husband in the whole entire world and I just love him to pieces. I go through these wierd periods where I am just so happy to be married to him and then I nauseate the rest of my family by talking about him and I get a "get over it you've been married X ammount of years" which makes sense, but it makes me happy anyways.

So yeah I screwed up $$$$$$$ pretty bad, but all will be better. Megan was talking to me the other day and she asked me if I had any money and I said yes, but I was going to use it all to pay a bill. So then she asked me if I would be out of money then.

This got me thinking. And my answer was no. Because as long as I have work, or Barry has work, we will always have money. We may not have enough money to get Starbucks and new fancy dresses (or books) but we will always have money which translates to a roof over our heads, food in our tummies, and the basic neccessities. I hope she got the message as clear as I did.

I still feel ooky. I thought I was up to driving more than 15 minutes around town and drove to Diamondbar last night. Ha! I thought I was going to die. By the time I got up to Barry's hotel room my stomach hurt so bad I couldnt breathe because it was completely tensed up. It made me cry and I ended up staying down there. Then this afternoon I drove home, which made me hurt and all I wanted was my bed but what happened but the phone was cut off so I had to go back out into the world (read: more driving) and get the money and pay the g'damned phone bill. WHICH, btw was completely my fault. sniff.

Anyhow... goodnight and good luck to everyone.

angela