the barry dying dream had to be a tip-off as to the nasty bs that was coming down the pipeline for me. at the moment I am below my lowest and heading lower; not even the fact that I finally hit -80lbs can cheer me up. I am sitting here urping up pieces of congealed salisbury steak and mashed potatoes and frowning. I better be careful or I will end up wrinkled by the time I hit 27.

a meme from chappysmum who probably doesnt even know I read her blog because I am kind of sucktastic as far as commenting goes. I like her blog though and she seems to read about as much as I do. I stole her idea for writing down all the books I read and so far I'm up around 70 for the year.

Place an X by all the things you've done. This is for your entire life:
( ) Smoked a cigarette
(x ) Drank so much you threw up
( ) Crashed a friend's car
( ) Stolen a car
(x ) Been in love
(x ) Been dumped
( ) Shoplifted
() Been laid off/fired
(x) Quit your job
( ) Been in a fist fight
(x ) Snuck out of your parent's house
(x ) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) Been arrested
() Gone on a blind date
(x ) Lied to a friend
( x) Skipped school
(x) Seen someone die
(x) Been to Canada
( x) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
(x) Been on the opposite side of the country.
(x) Swam in the ocean
( x)Felt like dying
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
( x) Played cops and robbers
( x) Recently colored
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
(xxxxxxxx ) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose (this is an abominable habit)
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
(x ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(x ) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
(x ) Made a bonfire on the beach
( ) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
( ) Ice-skating